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    July 26

    今夜

    总有些事情总有些时刻,我们应该记住一辈子回忆一辈子,让很多年后回首往事的时候不会是一片空白,不会后悔虚度的人生和错失的机会,比如今夜。

    4个人,新加坡河边,打烊的小酒吧,星光点点的城市,离奇的故事,放荡的语言,恶俗的玩笑,肆意的自嘲,但我们是如此的真诚和坦白,不光对别人,更是对自己。

    一直哭着喊着说想要的只是快乐,一直千方百计地寻找着各种理由让自己不要做一些事情,才明白其实我是害怕面对真实的内心,是在掩饰和隐藏自己的胆小和虚伪,今夜终于承认失败与伤痛是人生必不可少的一部分而最重要的是不要留下遗憾,这让我突然觉得自己的人生从来没有如此的完整无缺,于是坦然了,快乐了。

    就像令人敬仰的玉姐前几天谆谆教诲的一样:“你一直都在后悔年轻的时候萎缩萎脚,追悔莫及的事情难道还要再干吗。做啥子事,应该是自己高兴,自己想怎么干就怎么干,就算结果不如意你也没什么后悔的嘛。”

    想想跟玉姐都诀别十多年了,第一次萍水相逢是在小学一年级,那时她苗正根红人见人爱,当了六年的学习委员和三好学生,然后上了最好的中学,然后为了读书去了上海,去了香港,去了美国,然后毕了业在美国的FBI当了特务。据她自己说明年会回中国大陆地区发展,在强烈要求她拉我入伙的同时也让我很是担心。
     
    天亮了,该睡觉了!

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    Jacky Chaiwrote:
    恩恩,很棒的夜晚。。。
    July 26
    Yuyu Zengwrote:
    OMG,我好久进FBI了,明显你的情报误差很大。
    我没有。。
    July 26

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